Thursday, May 23, 2013

Hello from another dimension.

Well, it's official, I haven't been on my blog for a very very very very long time and here I am today :) Well, as usual, I like to be cocky on my blog. Here's updates on me since well, forever.

Well, i am currently studying in limkokwing university taking diploma in multimedia, advertising and broadcasting and majoring in broadcasting. I am a part of the Limkokwing choir team and one of the lead singer, but been absent for a while cause of my final sem. Will be graduating this july :) yay mee! In a committed relationship for about 2 years plus with Kugan who graduated in limkokwing too. He is 2 years older than me. We're planning to get engage next year (2014). We have a company together called JKay Artistry and a new one also with our friends and lecturers called AR2.

Been moving here and there since i came to KL. Don't believe me? Here are the list:
Sem 1: SK
Sem 2: SK/Putrajaya
Sem 3: SK/Cyberjaya
Sem 4: Cyberjaya/Puchong
Sem 5: Puchong
Sem 6: Puchong

It was a really tough time for me. But regardless of that, I was with my baby and things were just perfect.

I am still active in theatre just that I am not always in KK which sucks. Even though i had a lot of things going on with me over the years but one thing is the same, my goals in life. Being 21 this year is the most biggest thing yet. I am responsible on a lot things now. And we have a puppy name, Dimples.

Keeping my mom and grandma proud is still my goal and if i could more, i would. Reading through on all my post from last time tells me that I am a grown lady who last time have a pretty "adventurous" life. But nonetheless, I am still me. I am still cintha. Just a bit older. I see that i had my blog since 2007 until now. To me, having this blog is like if i ever get into an accident n have amnesia, this is my reminder.

Being with Kugan is the best thing thats ever happen to me. He is my life and soul. Yes we may fight and argue but thats whats keeping ur strong. He is my rock. I guess, thinking that I was "inlove" with all those flings was just dumb. Now, I found my true love and only love. I am done with searching for love. I found mine. Knock on wood, if kugan and i were not meant for each other, then I am gonna go back to sabah and live there. Cause as far as i know, he loves me dear too. His parents are the most loveliest people I have ever met.

Until another day, I shall keep writing if i have the time.

Cintha <3 p="">2.42am

Sunday, November 7, 2010

To my dearest wifey :)

MY WIFEY FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS IS GETTING MARRIED!!! I am sooooo damn happy for her and her hubby!! Sadly, her wedding is tomorrow which is on a monday (8th November 2010) and it's in KK!! :( I soooooo wanna be there for her during her only wedding and I'm stuck here in KL :(

To my dearest Ika@wifeyku,
Even though it was tough for you, everyone still loves you, especially me!!! hehe. Have an awesome one yeah tomorrow. This is your time, your day; I am so proud of you :) We've been through a lot together growing up and I'm gonna be an aunt!!! :D I want photos, videos, news, anything!!! I love u to the max sayanggg! hehe. Nanti I pergi visit2 at your place yeah when Im back :) Mau main sama baby jugaaa :D Just take care, ingat makan! Jangan fb jaaa.. haha. Don't forget meee! :) love ya sooo muchhh!! :)


Thursday, September 30, 2010

it's been awhile, no?

its been awhile since i've updated my blog. i'm just waiting on my dad to give me his mac. hrmm... owh and yesterday i just got the news!!!! hehehe i got the MARA loan! took me about 3 months to wait for it but now i got it! im so damn happy but lets not enjoy it yet. im just so not into being happy now cause of what happen few days ago. i got to go now. im actually in class now.

Love~

Friday, June 4, 2010

I can't handle it

I really thought I can but truth is, the more I try, the more it makes me harder to do so. I still think about the past. I still wish that he call me every night. I still wait for him to text me saying 'I love you'. But that just brings me back to reality that he will never do that anymore. He moved on so fast. And gone back to her. Well not literally but who knows right? Time will tell everything sooner or later, like it or not. I really thought I have moved on but why do I still feel like butterflies in my tummy whenever he text me? Exactly. Means that I have not yet. I see her name on his page makes me jealous actually. Yes, I am being very honest about my feelings. You can't hide from what you feel, right? Well, thats what I'm feeling now, jealousy. I know that I can do better but than, what if you gave your heart for that someone? What if you still want to have that feeling once more? And sad to say, you can't have it back. Thats why it's call memories. She was your first, she was the one and only for you last time. And when I came, I was just being your backbone and helped you continue to live forward. Than when you don't need me anymore, you just left me. Maybe I'm just being ironic but still, thats how I felt the moment you let me go. I actually have moved on but its just that, when I saw her name on you page, that just tears me apart. Why? I have no idea. Even my name you never put anymore. That felt like I've been push down a building for than once. Hrm.. fine. I just can't wait to start a new life. NEW LIFE!

xxx

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

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Sunday, May 30, 2010

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Thursday, May 27, 2010

i really feel i wanna punch you in the face.

seriously!!! stop being sooo cocky!!! you're damn annoying! I can't believe I almost fell for you last time!! gosh!!! so what if i'm not good at something it doesn't mean you have to put it all on me! get a life man. you're all that good. you're just a spoil brat who thinks you're all that. believe me, you're not!!! so stop being all cool cause its just making u look stupid.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

hahaha i just had to :D

my tagged pictures in facebook :D

this was taken by forgot who when we were at singapore going home from Bali on april :)

meet andrea! she's the most weirdest, hyper, sweet, nicest, coolest, awesome skills on guitar person i've ever met. oh yeah, this was taken by flanegan who is an awesome photographer an event at olde town cafe.

no this is not my boyfriend and that is not my kid. haha. meet ronald and my teacher's baby. just fooling around that time. had our drama bbq moment at my teacher's house :)

we had black and white rainbow show right? so we celebrated in kundasang! wee~ was fun!!

oh.. this time was when we got to singapore going to Bali. yeah u know me :)

on the plane to singapore i guess :D

dinner beside the sea :)

drama day!!! i didnt sleep at all that night before :D

drama bbq :) noel

BWR!! with chin~

at the hotel in bali

:)

during a reading session

performing colour blind.

my girls!!! L-R. me, cella, roz and vien. took pic by dona.

in singapore waiting for our drinks

cant wait to go back!!

damn tired



:) love (: