Well, it's official, I haven't been on my blog for a very very very very long time and here I am today :) Well, as usual, I like to be cocky on my blog. Here's updates on me since well, forever.
Well, i am currently studying in limkokwing university taking diploma in multimedia, advertising and broadcasting and majoring in broadcasting. I am a part of the Limkokwing choir team and one of the lead singer, but been absent for a while cause of my final sem. Will be graduating this july :) yay mee! In a committed relationship for about 2 years plus with Kugan who graduated in limkokwing too. He is 2 years older than me. We're planning to get engage next year (2014). We have a company together called JKay Artistry and a new one also with our friends and lecturers called AR2.
Been moving here and there since i came to KL. Don't believe me? Here are the list:
Sem 1: SK
Sem 2: SK/Putrajaya
Sem 3: SK/Cyberjaya
Sem 4: Cyberjaya/Puchong
Sem 5: Puchong
Sem 6: Puchong
It was a really tough time for me. But regardless of that, I was with my baby and things were just perfect.
I am still active in theatre just that I am not always in KK which sucks. Even though i had a lot of things going on with me over the years but one thing is the same, my goals in life. Being 21 this year is the most biggest thing yet. I am responsible on a lot things now. And we have a puppy name, Dimples.
Keeping my mom and grandma proud is still my goal and if i could more, i would. Reading through on all my post from last time tells me that I am a grown lady who last time have a pretty "adventurous" life. But nonetheless, I am still me. I am still cintha. Just a bit older. I see that i had my blog since 2007 until now. To me, having this blog is like if i ever get into an accident n have amnesia, this is my reminder.
Being with Kugan is the best thing thats ever happen to me. He is my life and soul. Yes we may fight and argue but thats whats keeping ur strong. He is my rock. I guess, thinking that I was "inlove" with all those flings was just dumb. Now, I found my true love and only love. I am done with searching for love. I found mine. Knock on wood, if kugan and i were not meant for each other, then I am gonna go back to sabah and live there. Cause as far as i know, he loves me dear too. His parents are the most loveliest people I have ever met.
Until another day, I shall keep writing if i have the time.
Cintha <3 p="">2.42am
Thursday, May 23, 2013
Sunday, November 7, 2010
To my dearest wifey :)
MY WIFEY FOR ALMOST 6 YEARS IS GETTING MARRIED!!! I am sooooo damn happy for her and her hubby!! Sadly, her wedding is tomorrow which is on a monday (8th November 2010) and it's in KK!! :( I soooooo wanna be there for her during her only wedding and I'm stuck here in KL :(
To my dearest Ika@wifeyku,
Even though it was tough for you, everyone still loves you, especially me!!! hehe. Have an awesome one yeah tomorrow. This is your time, your day; I am so proud of you :) We've been through a lot together growing up and I'm gonna be an aunt!!! :D I want photos, videos, news, anything!!! I love u to the max sayanggg! hehe. Nanti I pergi visit2 at your place yeah when Im back :) Mau main sama baby jugaaa :D Just take care, ingat makan! Jangan fb jaaa.. haha. Don't forget meee! :) love ya sooo muchhh!! :)
Thursday, September 30, 2010
it's been awhile, no?
its been awhile since i've updated my blog. i'm just waiting on my dad to give me his mac. hrmm... owh and yesterday i just got the news!!!! hehehe i got the MARA loan! took me about 3 months to wait for it but now i got it! im so damn happy but lets not enjoy it yet. im just so not into being happy now cause of what happen few days ago. i got to go now. im actually in class now.
Love~
Love~
Friday, June 4, 2010
I can't handle it
I really thought I can but truth is, the more I try, the more it makes me harder to do so. I still think about the past. I still wish that he call me every night. I still wait for him to text me saying 'I love you'. But that just brings me back to reality that he will never do that anymore. He moved on so fast. And gone back to her. Well not literally but who knows right? Time will tell everything sooner or later, like it or not. I really thought I have moved on but why do I still feel like butterflies in my tummy whenever he text me? Exactly. Means that I have not yet. I see her name on his page makes me jealous actually. Yes, I am being very honest about my feelings. You can't hide from what you feel, right? Well, thats what I'm feeling now, jealousy. I know that I can do better but than, what if you gave your heart for that someone? What if you still want to have that feeling once more? And sad to say, you can't have it back. Thats why it's call memories. She was your first, she was the one and only for you last time. And when I came, I was just being your backbone and helped you continue to live forward. Than when you don't need me anymore, you just left me. Maybe I'm just being ironic but still, thats how I felt the moment you let me go. I actually have moved on but its just that, when I saw her name on you page, that just tears me apart. Why? I have no idea. Even my name you never put anymore. That felt like I've been push down a building for than once. Hrm.. fine. I just can't wait to start a new life. NEW LIFE!
xxx
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Thursday, May 27, 2010
i really feel i wanna punch you in the face.
seriously!!! stop being sooo cocky!!! you're damn annoying! I can't believe I almost fell for you last time!! gosh!!! so what if i'm not good at something it doesn't mean you have to put it all on me! get a life man. you're all that good. you're just a spoil brat who thinks you're all that. believe me, you're not!!! so stop being all cool cause its just making u look stupid.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
my tagged pictures in facebook :D
this was taken by forgot who when we were at singapore going home from Bali on april :)
meet andrea! she's the most weirdest, hyper, sweet, nicest, coolest, awesome skills on guitar person i've ever met. oh yeah, this was taken by flanegan who is an awesome photographer an event at olde town cafe.
no this is not my boyfriend and that is not my kid. haha. meet ronald and my teacher's baby. just fooling around that time. had our drama bbq moment at my teacher's house :)
we had black and white rainbow show right? so we celebrated in kundasang! wee~ was fun!!
oh.. this time was when we got to singapore going to Bali. yeah u know me :)
on the plane to singapore i guess :D
dinner beside the sea :)
drama day!!! i didnt sleep at all that night before :D
drama bbq :) noel
BWR!! with chin~
at the hotel in bali
:)
during a reading session
performing colour blind.
my girls!!! L-R. me, cella, roz and vien. took pic by dona.
in singapore waiting for our drinks
cant wait to go back!!
damn tired
:) love (:
What a sad outcome | I miss...
yeah... i'm not myself. truth be told, i change a bit since my last relationship ended but dont get me wrong, its not because of him. well, maybe a bit. but still! i have no grudges on him! anyway, this is my blog and i am entitled to post whatever the hell i want. no one to stop me or ask me to delete. NO ONE I TELL YOU! so, i tried being very busy so i wont think about the past buuuutttt, i just can't get it out of my mind! damn u brain. so as i was saying, i kept on being busy and busy and more busy until my health got in the way and it was so obvious until i got 5kg off my weight. i looked skinny which was not bad but i got sick quite a lot. so i stop doing everything that i was doing for 3 days and that was not a big help because i've gotten miserable and seeing a lot of my friends like so in love with their boyfriends and girlfriends just made me wanna kill myself more. but then, for a whole day, i thought to myself that i'm going to be in a university soon and gonna meet a hell lot of cute+hot+nice+sweet guys so why waste time to think of one? right?? right!? i mean no offense, i love u and all but my brain just had to think about that. not my fault right? haha. yeah we're still cool. you know like we still text each other and call stupid names. i kinda like it that way but yeah, im still a girl, i still think about the past. but you know, everyone must move on right? so now, im still busy. running here and there. my schedule is like dammmnnn... and guess what, i think i got insomnia. haha. means that i can't sleep at night. i mean i can but im just not sleepy that fast. just this morning i slept at 5am or more cause i just can't sleep. haha. weird right? i heard my mom walking to the kitchen and i just smiled. haha.
dang i miss jamming. i miss singing my lungs off. now, all i can do is sing-a-long. damnit. i miss a lot of things. i miss highschool for sure!!! i miss the times where every morning we gather in the canteen and just wait for the bell to ring knowing that we have to face the teachers and just cant wait for recess. when i would always look at my watch and say that there's 20 minutes left on the clock until recess!! and always be 10 minutes late to go in the class. and knowing that it always is during maths class. knowing that the teacher is always late to get into class cause our class is on the top flour and just go to the next class and do jackass stuff. i soooo miss the time when everyone in my class sang together a song and got the next class teacher coming to my class just to shut us up just to know that we will be singing some more. i miss when i sing in class, they turn around and listen to me sing and when i sang a slow song which was I love you by Joanna Wang, some just sleep to the song i sang. i miss when me and my girlfriends played around with the whole class and just laugh it off. i miss when during exams, we would cheat and cover each other when we got into trouble. i miss every second of school. i miss my classmates. oh 2009, why do you have to past so fast. anyway, enough being emo. imma post some pictures~~ :)
loves~
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
...
Yes, i have been very busy. VERY VERY BUSY. been stressing out about a lot of fcking things. i am currently an intern in training in Exodus production which is a video production company. i've been here from 1st April. its only been 14 days. urg. i'm here until the end of may. i work on saturdays aswell! huhu. i know.. even uni, i'm applying everything on my own. saturday i'm gonna go apply for Curtin University in Miri but through the agency in SESB building. warg. so many things to be done. gosh. im also applying for ptptn loan since yea no money and uitm sucks. dang~ so little time, so much to do. whats wrong with me?? i am so busy until even my own health. yes i am getting a bit bone-ish lately cause of not enough food n water n been going around with work n uni stuff a lot. i'll update ya again ait!! :)
xoxo
cintha
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Monday, March 8, 2010
WOW. ITS BEEN SO LONG
since i've updated my blog. dang. i've just been so busy lately. i didnt even wish happy new year! damnit. hahaha.
well, just an update, im working now. substitute!! haha funny right? urg. and gonna start rehearsing for a performance soon. n also helping with school drama. urggg.. so busy with a capital B. urg. and i got no time to spend time with my friends whom i miss sooooo much! i didnt abandon them just that im so busy lately with theatre stuff. so hopefully after everything's done, im not gonna be busy. gosh.
i hope i can update my blog more often. huhu so sad right? and oh yeah, gossiiippp! hehehe more to come i guess. just not now. cause im at work and i need a place where i can type all i want and no one is behind me reading. haha.
xoxo,
Cintha loves
Monday, December 21, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
2008 looks
in 2008, i was very experimental. i kept changing my looks with fringed [which i don't suit at all], short hair [which i'm totally bored], and kept straightening it. but still taking vainny pictures of myself was not an exception :D
the emo thing is still on :D that time..
see what i mean? :D people call this Ju-On like in the Japanese horror movies. hahaha
back in 2007 when I was 15.
I've started to be very vain when I was 15. Yes, 15. And started uploading pictures in my Friendster and people kept commenting them so I thought "hey! they like it!" I was very active with taking a whole lot of vainny pictures of myself. These was just some of the pictures. Actually I got a lot but computer crash and damn I was frustrated. But i retrieve them back in Photobucket.com where I edit my pictures. So these pictures are just some so yeah :)
those days style of taking picture was the big eyes.
and emo style :D
and yes I am very creative in editing :)
Captions :)
Lets talk fashion.
i actually got this look from LOOKBOOK. damn nice that page.
while i was cutting the potatoes, i found this very odd shaped potato which look like a heart. so cute! therefore, i took the camera and TADAAA! :)
and that 'heart', jeng! :)
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