oh donella :D [i sound so gay]

well, im not. hahaha.
anyway, i was chatting with this girl name, Donella.
[she's single btw :P]
then we were chatting all the way.
from studies to history to our future to bad english to bullying Adger :P
then we came to the point where we combine forces of ENGLISH. hahahaha
and came up with this lines and about english stuff:

-donella: hahaha ok sampat lai kasi correct the grammar. hahha (beware klo dekat sa..everytime kasi correct ppl's eng.haha)

-me: i know how to play, mary had a little lamb [this was just so cutee!]

-donella: oh whatever for? (with the eng accent)
-me: i have this event going on dear. not event persay but a party. a fine lunch birthday party. [also with eng accent]
-donella: lawala we both can do british accent

-donella: fs. ugh. pilaks sua la conquer tu (ok forgot how to spell)
-me: seriously, if time xzam BI yg buat essay and all that kan, all ok, tp spelling ja bikin soi

-me: thats what im aimming, ngam ka tu?
-donella: i think 1 m, aiming

- donella: u know sumthin that u think i know that sumthin which i dont know but u think i know that sumthin
-me: Yes, and i want to know what u know so i know that u know so i wont think that u don't know which actually u know

sooo cool this bah :P
idk la what others think.

PS: im hungry. feed me!!!!

Equus went to zoo :)

(:THIS IS JUST SOME OF THE PICTURES :)

Adger, Ralph and Nicole

Eyes on Kristy

Sisterly love, Colyn and Sendra

Band picture : Second

Sweetest memory ever, 15th February 2009
Cintha.

Lines to say something

have you ever experience something so hurtful that you don't care? I am going through that and its killing me bits to pieces. Knowing something that you have doubt it already on Valentine's day sucks even more. Knowing that you love that someone but he loves another girl sucks even more. Yet, you still hold on to it. Damn. I don't feel appreciate at all. Its like everything I do is not worthy enough for him to remember. Nothing to remember him by, not even a gift to think back all the good times. Just the feeling of being used. 5 months coming to 6 months for now I think had waste my precious time just by being with him. I've sacrifice some things just for him yet he doesn't sees it. I'm just like a shadow beside him. Following where ever he goes, like a dog being drag. Am I doing the right thing of holding on? I'm having second thoughts right now. I've been patient for few weeks now. I've loyal ever since. I've never doubt you of anything, until now. Seriously, I feel like I was never appreciated in anyway. How can I be so blind? How can I let myself suffer? Should I still hold on to him? Makes me wonder what makes HER better. I know I'm not that pretty as other girls. Or as perfect for you. I'm just here to fill your emptiness. To make you happy. To love you and to treat you like something more then you can imagine. But, you won't let me. You never appreciate. I've been smiling in front of people saying that there's nothing wrong or I'm okay but the truth is, I'm not. Well find. If you like her so much, then be with her. I'm not gonna force you to love me even if you don't. But 1st, I'm gonna follow my friends advice. To give a week to notice what hell I'm going through now. And let him feel the same afterwords.

Katy Perry cover by Traci Hines

This valentine...

Sucks. for me though. can u imagine celebrating valentine without 'a' valentine? even if u have a boyfriend. yeah. thats me living that day. emo gila me today. 1st, woke up at 7am and i have school and i was freaking late! of course with my sis also. haha. then when i reach school it was 7.20. thank gudness no teacher was there. no name recorded! :P anyway, when i got to my class, claps was given to me from my classmates as a sign 'paling manang'. hahahha. but my teacher didn't say anything cause it was my 1st time. haha. then school was school. i told my friends why i feel emo and crap. im too lazy to retell the whole thing. so yeah. can't celeb valentine with my boyfriend. sad sad. so the emo goes on but i have my friends to make me laugh. thanks to them :D got 2 cards for valentine from 2 of my bestfriend and a bar of chocolate from my bestfriend also. yaayy.. none from my bf lah. huhu. so sad! everyone is like celebrating with the significant other. damn! nevermind lah. anyway, the other person who made me smile and laugh is Adger! hahaha. my friend who is crazy like me. hahaha. he's cool. haha. well, not all the time. nda bah. all the time lah :P anyway, me, sis, adger and my mom went to putatan, servay, to buy present for sunday cause we have party and got exchange gift. haha. but before that, we're gonna go to the zoo! :P hahahahaha. so cute this us. Rendall's idea la that. haha. oh ya! just now no current nie. 1 hour la jua. before that me and my sister was playing Zuma [i know la. lame game but siok this!]. then no current. so me and my sister decided to make lots of noise by singing. hahaha. no rain also. =.=" anyway, my mom told us to sleep so we didnt. hahahha. then suddenly got current back. yaayy! so here i am now. what a valentine. sucks owh.thinking back last year's valentine makes me hate him more and more. i mean my ex. sucks ow him. very2. hahaha. 1 year anni la knun. taik lah! ish. hope next year's valentine ok skit. hahaha skit ja nda pa la. hahaha

Cintha wishing all Happy Valentine's Day :]

Christian Louboutin stilettos heels :)

Omfg. I so love these stilettos heels! All of these heels are from Christian Louboutin's. Damn! Love the blue one :D

Tagged by Donella :)

Rules :
1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn’t apply to you .
3. Bold (or italicize) the best apply to you .
4. Copy to your own blog , with all twelve months .
5. Tag 10 people.

My birth month is.....

DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical [Im always not logical :P].

The meme:

JANUARY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:

Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.



I TAG, Alley, Beth, Charlton, Fara, Jeada, Maxcy, Rossa, Zell, Jeferson, Alvin.

I LOVE THEM AND THEY LOVE ME TOO! :]

In 3 of my pictures in facebook, i've tagged my closes friends and the caption was "I love you'll". The respond i got was a 'wow' for me. hahaha. I'm such kiddo. hahahaha. But its true! I love'em! :]


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What happen in school:
*Sang like a crazy person in class and no one cares cause my voice is pretty. NOT. haha. cause they're use to me singing like crazy in class.
*Thought of him and why he don't celebrate valentines day. actually i know why already but i still don't get it.
*Getting use to with my new teeth. Well, not so new. haha.
*Got the sting eye from bitches.
*Played guitar with Meow. [its a guy :D]
*Screamed like a person that was chaced by a dog cause my friend was grabbing asses.
*Had a 'Kadet Polis Wanita' meet and was told that this thursday until saturday have shooting [as in real shooting with guns] practice.
*More singing like a crazy person.
*Sleep while teacher was teaching. hahahahaha
*Talked crap A LOT.
*Went back and talk more crap to Kiko :D

What happen in home [now]:
*Went home and opens the computer.
*Took shower while singing :D
*Changed to cloths.
*Ate crakers cause lazy to cook lunch :P
*Ate Mini Chips More too!
*Did a random cover from Marie Digby
*Listening to the recording now. Ugly!!!


Cintha<3

Reka Cipta!

the amazing thing about having that subject is that there's only 2 schools in Sabah which have that subject. hahahaha.

We were suppose to do our project last year. Its our SPM-include-project. hahaha. So basically why I did my project this year cause I was lazy to do last year. so yeah :]

It cost me RM15.60 for my whole project. Not including the 'hot-hot thing to poke holes' :P

I'm happy cause I can get 50% marks for my Reka Cipta in SPM!

Cintha<3

just woke up and its 1pm :P

AFTERNOON FREAKS!

Hrrrmm....

I'm chatting with,

-Myeki
-Ika
-Firdaus

Yaaaayy! :P

Photo Session :]

*click photo*

Love, Cintha

Equus :]

Love, Cintha :]