I am not smiling today :[

I had a blast lastnight. Well sort of. I know I promise to him that I wouldn't drink but its a christmas party. So yeah. Had vodka, wine and I think I also drank chivas. Well, Hazli drank a lot. And Ralph did too. So I'm not alone. haha. I was tipsy and when I got back home, 'maintain' in front of mom. haha. I'm so bad! haha.

Anyway, the reason why I didn't smile today was because I was upset cause I couldn't go to tonight's prom.
1st, cause no money
2nd, no dress
Although theres only 2 reason but it sucks! Shit. Adam asked me to be his date for tonight but sadly I couldn't make it. Felt so bad. So now, sis went, and she's probably had a blast now. And I'm stuck at home. I'm gonna on9 until I feel sleepy.

Guess what, I woke up at 1.30pm. hahaha. Near 2pm i guess.

I need vodka again.

I didn't have enough rest and I need that.

Since the 23rd, I've been going out none stop until today.
23rd, went out with few friends and at night went for dinner with mom and sis, 12am
24th, went dinner with fam, hang with few friends, 2am
25th, went to family gathering, 12am
26th, went out with friends, Fara's bday party, went to RTM, went to Salim, 2am
27th, went to Dona's sister's wedding, xmas party at Sondra's, yam-cha at towering, 12am
28th, went to Hazli's xmas party, 2am
wooot! Nice schedule lah :]

In one week time I'm gonna go back to school!!! Damn! Can't wait. I need to buy new school bag. haha.


Cintha XOXOXO